1/14/12

I want greasy bed-head. The for-reals version, not the $250 wanker salon version. 
Drink, smoke, Bukowski;
fuck, once, for memory;
recluse, present, interesting, necessary;
smart, hard, viagra-free;
solo, strong, certain, in control;
anon. 
Dirty, reeking, sweating, without water; (for days);
ugly, beautiful, soulful, bereft;
outside.
Above. 
Uninvolved. 
Famous/anonymous: dust, nothing, nobody, everything.  God, always.  God, forever. God, but on the lowdown. and in need of a shave. 
With more vodka than food in the house. 
Except for oranges. 
Except for tea. 
Except for eggs. 
Except for bread 
...and butter:
all the books of the bible, right? 
And the memory of Mary, in blue.