I want greasy bed-head. The for-reals version, not the $250 wanker salon version.
Drink, smoke, Bukowski;
fuck, once, for memory;
recluse, present, interesting, necessary;
smart, hard, viagra-free;
solo, strong, certain, in control;
anon.
Dirty, reeking, sweating, without water; (for days);
ugly, beautiful, soulful, bereft;
outside.
Above.
Uninvolved.
Famous/anonymous: dust, nothing, nobody, everything. God, always. God, forever. God, but on the lowdown. and in need of a shave.
With more vodka than food in the house.
Except for oranges.
Except for tea.
Except for eggs.
Except for bread
...and butter:
all the books of the bible, right?
And the memory of Mary, in blue.